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More Than the Color Pink

Photo by: Josiah Poynter
Josiah Poynter with his grandmother, Virgina, at a Fresno State Football game for Breast Cancer Night in 2017.

In the worst of situations, we find strength whether that be through our own individual tragedy or through the community we let into our lives. In those same struggles we gain knowledge, experience, compassion, and love. These are lessons I have learned from my great grandmother, or grandma, someone who lived an incredible 83 years before passing this June.

These lessons can stem from many things. Working up and down the coast of California in fields? Yes, absolutely. Having four kids and even more grandchildren? No doubt. But I think her biggest battle that gave her the most experience would be her battle with breast cancer.

Growing up, October was THE month. There was no October without doing a breast cancer walk, volunteering at a breast cancer event or fundraiser, and of course wearing lots of pink.

But breast cancer is more than the walks, events, and the color pink. It is something that can make us more afraid for both the men and women in our lives, while also giving those who have it and those whose loved ones are diagnosed a sense of power, community, and knowledge.

This would probably be a good time to mention, I’m no doctor. I’m just a grandchild of a stubborn, yet loving, breast cancer survivor whose lasting lessons live on through me and my family.

One of these lessons directly traced back to breast cancer is the idea of being your own advocate. Growing up in a family of strong-minded and independent women one of the first lessons you can learn is being your own advocate; stand up for yourself, speak up, don’t let people walk over you.

Whether or not I was in a doctor’s appointment or on the playground during recess, I was never taught to take things lying down or put my issues in the hands of others. Only myself and myself alone should be responsible for how the events of my life, at least the ones I can control, go.

This all can be traced back to the head of my family, my grandma. I remember hearing stories of her talking with doctors and doing research so the events of her life were, to the best of her abilities, not completely made for her. If she wanted to have her say, you best shut up because she was going to speak loudly and clearly, typical latina grandma behavior.

Losing this woman who for my entire life was the figurehead of my family and the source for many of the values I would learn wasn’t easy, to put it simply. Grief isn’t a one day, one week, one month, one year kind of process. It’s a journey that has many smiles, tears, laughter, confusion, and questions.

In many ways this article is my thank you message to my grandmother who I couldn’t say goodbye to.

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Josiah Poynter
Josiah Poynter, Managing Editor
Josiah Poynter is a 21-year-old journalism major in his fourth semester at Fresno City College and his third in the Rampage. He was born and raised in Camarillo, CA (go PVCS Lions) but has lived in Chicago and now lives in Fresno. Josiah previously held the positions of both the Entertainment and Sports Editor and is now the Managing Editor. He loves journalism and has excelled at writing, even winning a writing contest in second grade against high school students. He has been a part of a newsroom since 2020 going all the way back to his high school in Downers Grove, IL. Moving forward into the future, Josiah knows journalism is calling. He takes pride in knowing his voice and his writing can shape the news landscape and be the voice for people for many years to come. He wants to do something like political reporting, courtroom reporting, or taking on bigger issues that affect local communities but is ultimately unsure where journalism will take him. When he’s not in the newsroom, Josiah is enjoying life and taking it easy as he sees no need to rush when the world has so much to enjoy. He takes one day at a time and prefers relaxing and going out with friends than anything. Some of his hobbies include watching movies (especially those up for award-season), being a nerd about things whether it be comic book media or breaking down the ins and outs of sports, and constantly trying to convince his girlfriend he’s Batman.  

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